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Tuesday | Giving Up
Tuesday, November 27, 2012 @ 3:50 AM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )


I haven't been myself lately.
And i need you to see it.
You, to see it in my eyes.
I am not okay.

No matter 
how many times i say i am fine,
i want you 
to keep digging,
to keep pushing.

I will crack.
I just need you to see it.
I want you to help me out.

GOODBYE.




Saturday | DATELINE or DEATHLINE?
Sunday, November 25, 2012 @ 1:05 AM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

Measuremet for project SK(A) Majlis Islam Mukah dah settle.
20 sets of tender documents of this project pun dah sent out to JKR for checking and vetting before being issued on this monday.
But demmit, there will be a few addendums sebab architect suddenly changed the design last minute.
A gorgeous F special for you,dude!

Just now, baru balik dari ofis completekan measurement and bill of quantities for Sakura project.
Ada 40 buildings and ive got 4 buildings to measure.
Working more than 12hours today, made myself felt like a zombie yang menutup aurat hihi.
I worked extra rajin today bcoz i dont wanna come there again tomorrow.
Thanks GOD i managed to habiskan semua kerja before the clock strikes 12am.
If not, aku rela call SG to pick me up sebab i am so afraid driving back home alone time tengah tengah malam.

My mind is so exhausted.
My body  is so weak.
My leg, my hand and my fingers are so tired.
And I miss him badly :'(

After this, ive got to measure for Baitul Makmur II, Masja which dateline dia hari selasa ni.
And then one more, which is Salcra Project due date will be on 5th Dec.

I guess, there will be the continuous days that i have to stay up late again and again and again at the office.

Sabar, Azzy.
Jangan nangis.

GOODBYE.




Wednesday | Pros & Cons.
Wednesday, November 21, 2012 @ 11:37 PM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

Nak stori sket.
Ada one of my QS's friend.
That day sama sama pergi exam untuk post J41 JKR few months ago.
Nasib aku memang selalu je karam di tengah jalan and this nice friend of mine dapat move to the next stage.
And the result pun dah keluar beberapa hari yang lepas and thanks GOD she received the offer!
I am so happy for her tapiiiiiiii she was really really sad sebab dia kena posting kat Sarikei, so far far far away from Kuching.
Pity her.

When SG and me had a chit chat about dis, SG said aku patut bersyukur sebab kena kick out awal awal.
Cant imagine how his life will be without me by his side.
Or, vice versa :P

I told him,
aku lebih rela kerja kat KPK everyday balik malam and kerja hari sabtu without any OT and gaji kecik, 
daripada keja jauh dari family, friends and of course, him.
And my kitties too :3

Its true, memang syok keja under government.
Secured, rilex, gaji besar with many allowances, can snaking around.

But i dont wanna live separately with all the people that I love the most and people who loves me as much as i do.

Also, i dont wanna be the person who always miss all the greatest and wonderful moments that happen around them too.

Cukup cukup la 5 tahun study kat KL and Skudai dulu.

Cukup, cukup, sudahhh.

GOODBYE.




Monday | Not A Robot
Monday, November 19, 2012 @ 10:58 PM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

Aku penat.
Teramat dan tersungguh letih.
Yes, aku pernah cakap i was happier working there.
Its really true.

Tapi.
Why dalam hidup ni mesti ada tapi oh?

Aku ekceli okay je kerja extra and longest hours.
Tapi, kalau dah selalu sangat tu lama lama boring jugak.
Bila dah terlalu banyak sangat drawings yang nak dimeasure, otak automatically failed to work well.
Bila otak dah tak cun, semua organ lain pun sibuk jugak lah nak sakit.
Bila all the organs suffer, appetite pun hancusss.
Bila mood nak makan pun dah takda, macam mana nak gemukkkkkkkk????

Hati sentiasa risau.
Takut kalau kalau tersalah measure.
Yelahh, aku ni bukannya expert sangat.
Arghhhhhhhhh.

Oh yaaa, today is HARI LELAKI.

So, Selamat Hari Lelaki buat kekasih hati, SG ku.
Dengan doa, semoga semakin romantik :3

GOODBYE.




Sunday | Lynn & Pjant
Sunday, November 11, 2012 @ 4:05 PM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

Agak lama jugak nak story kat blog pasal this very special couple in my life.
But i think today is the perfect time to share about them as genap 7 days more to go to their Edayyy yeayyyy.

Hokay.

Aku kenal Lynn as Pjant's girlfriend.
Pjant is SG's eldest brother.
All 4 of us study kat same school.
To cut it short, time aku and SG form 3,
Pjant was in form 5 while Lynn was in form 1.
And now umo aku n SG dah 25 tahun.
So korang picit calculator n kira umo Pjant & Lynn sendiri yerr hihi.

Hokay hokay.

Honestly, aku memang selalu jealous dgn diaorg ni.
Haipppp, jealous yang healthy tauuuu bukan yang satu lagi tu :P
They are perfectly together since 2003 lagi.
Lama dah kan? Opkos macam2 dah mereka lalui.
And yesss, memang aku tak tahu menahu the whole story of their relationship and maybe just 30% jerrr.
Tapi, aku 100% understand, to maintain the long relationship was not as easy as ABC.
Thanks GOD sebab keep both of them stronger day by day :)
A big fat tahniah to them :3

Hokay hokay hokay.

Their love story is totally different with mine.
Like me and SG, kiteorang more to matured relationship.
But them, fuyooooo sangat lovey doveyyy romantic gituuuu hehe.
Pjant really really sanggup to do anythin to make Lynn happier.
Love to make surprise and give presents during their special days like birthday and anniversary.
I know laa semua tuuu sebab SG tu rajin sangat bercerita dengan aku pasal diaorg ni tau.
Sebab Pjant selalu je mintak SG temankan dia pergi carik present untuk Lynn and after that mesti SG bagitau aku apa yang Pjant dah beli untuk Lynn.
Thats why la aku tahuuu, jangan pulak korang cakap aku ni bizibodi tawwwww haha!
Aku masih ingat lagi mase kiteorg bercuti di KL sama2 dulu.
Risau betul si Pjant ni kalau Lynn tak jenjalan sama sama dengan dia hehe.

Hokay hokay hokay hokay.

I think i better stop now sebab dah panjang meleret dah entry ni.
I just cant wait to attend their lovely Eday soon.
Tak sabar nak snap snap gambar together.
Mesti barang barang hantaran diorang superb to the max!
Biasala, orang yang bertangan creative ni memang tak pernah failed.
Oh ya, did i mention about makeup??
Please believe me lahh, mesti stunning and gorgeous like usual.
Homaigod homaigod homaigod tak sabarnyaaaaaaaaa!

To Pjant & Lynn yang dikasihi,
Selamat Bertunang in advance.

To Lynn, jangan lupa potong kuku :P

Dear GOD, please ease everything for them as what u did for me and SG during our EDay.

InsyaALLAH.
Aminnnnnnnnnnn.

GOODBYE.

p/s : Nak kopipes dr fb and tempek satu gambar diaorang kat cni, tapiiiii malu lah hihi so tak jadi. Tunggu nextweek je lah ok? :)




Tuesday | Awayyyyy
Tuesday, November 6, 2012 @ 10:39 PM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

Tomorrow i'll be travelling to Miri for 4 days.
Sangat nervous because this will be my 1st time going site visits alone.
Not really alone, still got other consultants and contractor from other companies.
But, i still afraid because i am the only lady in this group.

Hadoi.
Risau betul.
Kita orang kena pergi ke 10 buah sekolah pendalaman for this Cabin School projects.
Ekceli i am replacing Jacob because he is getting married this Saturday.
Nasib baik kau tu handsome, so aku tak kisah pun nak replace kau hehe.
Tapi yang tak syoknya, i cant attend his wedding because i only returned kuching at 3pm on Saturday and his wedding will be starting at 10am, same day :(
Arghhhh melepas la nak tengok aweks dia!
Shit.

Hokay got to go now.
Need to pack my stuff.

GOODBYE.




Engagement | Rings for The Lovebirds
Sunday, November 4, 2012 @ 9:41 PM `°•.¸¸.•°` wanna say something? ( 0 )

The ring.
Yesss, the part that i love the most.

Cari and beli cincin aku adalah 1st thing 1st to start our preparation time nak bertunang dulu.
SG cakap cincin aku mesti dibeli terlebih dahulu, baru dia senang hati.
Sebab cincin ni lebih kurang macam symbolic laa and he was putting a big figure and budget just for this ring tawww.
SG cakap kat aku lagi, dia nak beli cincin yang mahal untuk aku sebab since we're dating, dia jarang sangat bagi presents kat aku.
And time tu memang aku tersentuh habis and terharu :')


Agak susah jugak nak carik cincin yang seswai untuk jari aku ni.
Satu hari suntuk cari cincin kat Carpenter Street tu, satu pun yang tak berkenan di hati aku and SG.
Bukannya takda yang gojes gojes kat situ, tapi masalahnya aku mesti cari cincin yang wider.
Sebenarnya aku teringin la nak beli cincin yang ada one diamond kat tengah tu,
Taaappiii, bila aku try pakai memang sumpah nampak macam pakai cincin mainan jerr.
Sebab cincin tu mostly dia tak wide.

Tu laaa siapa suruh tak kuat makan, kalau tak mesti jari gemuk and cantik je bila pakai cincin ala ala bermata besar tu -.-'
And finally, SG sajes untuk beli cincin yang flat jer sebab confirm cincin tu wider.
I've said to him, aku okay jer and at last jumpa jugak cincin idaman hati :3
Size cincin? Eh mestilah the smallest one. 
Size 9, still a lil bit loose haha.
Its okay, janji tak tercabut bila pakai nanti haha.



Hokay.
A ring for him was not in the plan at first.
SG cakap, tak perlu.
Tapi his parent kata, perlu.
Time his parent met my parent two weeks before our EDay, 
they were bringing out this matter.
And all of them agreed that we should go and find a ring for SG.

Sebab tak nak jadi anak derhaka, so aku and SG were rushing to buy his ring.
Susah jugak carik sebab SG ni ada cerewet sket.
Tapi finally terjumpa jugak cincin dia kat tempat yang tak disangka sangka HAHAHAHA!



The climax moment of the day.
And aku terlupa nak potong kuku aku haha!

 I really miss my engagement day.
I really was.

GOODBYE.

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