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Salam all.1st day of raya today. Perasaan bercampo campo. Maybe sebab umur dah makin meningkat, rasa excited maybe sik se'excited' time kecik kecik dolok. Hmmmmm. Rasa nak meluahkan perasaan ehh. Lastnite Enrique Iglesias bersadu dengan aku. Hearing stories from him, somehow i feel wanna cry. He just wanna starting his life, planning this and that for his future, or our future i must say. But suddenly, he has to forget all his dreams now. Just because of one person, everyone have to sacrifice. Why must this thing happen to him? Why? Kesian bah. Our life before sangat susah. Orang lain nangga kamek duak macam nampak senang jak. Tapi, susah senang kamek duak only us and Allah know. Right now, aku nang bsyukur mena he already got good job and owned his own car. Sekarang tok, we are planning to have a house before gettin married. That is our next target to be achieved. But sadly, suma ya tinggal angan angan for this moment. Sebab he needs to spend his money yang spatutnya pakei saving meli rumah, untuk bayar benda lain. Boring eh. Its really not cool. Aku mok kawen cepat bah. I really hate it much. Kenak mesti drag orang lain skali oh dalam hal tok. Coba dolok dolok embak berbincang and try to accept others opinion. Mun sik, dah senang idup tak orang ya. Okaylah, i dont want to talk too much here. Blaming others, its not good bah. Lagik2 time raya tok. MAY GOD ALWAYS BLESS US. InsyaALLAH. Happy Hari Raya!  Labels: boyfriend, heart's say, RAYA'11 UNION JACK'S CLUTCH
Hi all. I am superhappy today! I just received my UJ's clutch, the thing I had desire to the core haha. OMG. Collecting and loving all the awesome UJ's stuffs were really became my ultimate obsession now. Dont ask me why I am so obsess dengan UJ's stuffs tok, sebab aku pun sik tauk pahal. Yang aku tauk is, I just love it love it love it! This UJ's Clutch, i found at online shop thru my fb. Its a ready stock item, so i immediately placed an order dengan harapan nya reached to me before rayaa. Thanks GOD, it delivered safely and gorgeously haha.
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!   Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......... Mun budget lari this month, I am looking forward to have this one jak lah................... Its cheaper than nok kat atas ya.   Dear my lovely friends out there, if you guys found any Union Jack items anywhere, please let me know yaa. PLEASE. I am begging you. (: Bye! Labels: obsession, shopping, UNION JACK Raya's Leaves
Hello frens. Tinggal 4 more days before Raya coming. I feel quite sad a lil bit bcos Ramadhan will be leaving us soon. Hmmm its very magic for me sebab dis Ramadhan aku langsong sekali pun sekda pegi bazaar ramadhan or pegi mileh and beli kuih/ makanan untuk sungkei. But nevermind, as long as ada makanan depan mata aku, its already enough for me. I didnt eat well and much pun bulan puasa kali tok. Oh yaa, talking bout raya thingy, aku baruk teringat pasal cuti raya aku yang belom di approve bos agik.  Ekceli, lastweek dah aku submitted this leave form application. U see, since 19th gik bah. Aku tried to have leave for 3 days; 29th August, 2nd PLUS 7th September. Why 7th September?? Ohh dearrrr, its our 9th Anniversary on that day babyyyyyyy! :D Enrique Iglesias requested me to cuti on our special day because nya pun cuti juak aria. So, perhaps my leaves are being approved by my fussy boss hehe :D Selamat Berbuka semua! Labels: anniversary, holiday, RAYA'11, work PRAISE TO GOD!
Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Syukur Alhamdulillah! Syukran Ya ALLAH!! This morning, I just received a confirmation letter from my boss. HOYEAHHHH this is what I had waiting for so long. Worried everyday, thinking that bila la aku permenant keja rah company tok. Almost 5 months, i am sustaining and maintaining myself to work here happily. And yes, of course there were ups and downs but for me, i took them as challenges. One more thing dear. I AM BEING PAID AS WELL TODAYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Aku dah terimak hoiiiiiiiiiiii! :D Terima kasih, Ya ALLAH. Thank you so much, Mr. Voon! So, bolehlah aku start shopping raya tok! YIPPPPIIIIEEEEEEEEEE :D
Hukum Memakai Bulu Mata Palsu
Salam lovelies. Soalan: Bolehkah memakai bulu mata palsu?  Jawapan: Rasulullah s.a.w. menegaskan: “Allah melaknat wanita yang menyambung rambutnya dan meminta rambutnya disambung.” [Shahih al-Bukhari, no: 5934] Maksud menyambung rambut ialah mengambil rambut wanita lain untuk disambung ke rambut sendiri. Ia dilarang, sekalipun sekadar hajat atau permintaan untuk melakukannya. Selari dengan berkembangnya teknologi manusia, pada masa kini teknik menyambung rambut telah diganti dengan teknik memakai rambut palsu. Namun dari sudut hukum, ia tetap sama yakni ia dilarang. Juga berdasarkan kaedah qiyas (analogi), maka dilarang juga memakai bulu palsu sama ada di kening atau kelopak mata. Tidak dibezakan sama ada rambut palus atau bulu palsu itu adalah daripada makhluk lain atau buatan manusia, ia tetap dilarang. Namun para ilmuan Islam memberi pengecualian kepada larangan di atas, iaitu bagi mereka yang mengalami kecacatan, penyakit atau kemalangan yang menyebabkan kehilangan rambut, kening atau bulu mata. Bagi kes-kes terpencil ini, dibolehkan memakai rambut palsu serta kening atau bulu mata palsu. COURTESY : http://hafizfirdaus.com/content/view/282/90/ **************************************** Okay. Kitak orang suma boleh baca nak apa statement nok dishare aku tok nak? So, tepuk dada, tanya Faham faham kedirik pun okay? Before this aku penah meli fake lashes tok sekali dolok. Apa kotan nangga urang rami makei, tang kacak jak rupanya. Pandei teringin nak coba and bought it one. And next day I told and show it to my Enrique Iglesias. And you know what was he said to me?? " Can't you just throw it now Sayang? Haram makei bulu mata palsu ya. Kitak sik ingat ka apa yang Ustazah Balinda ajar kita dolok Deng?? Buang okay, jangan sesekali makei or teringin rasa nak makei nya." -___-' Finally, i threw it into the rubbish bin. Nasib bait bul mat pal ya tek sik mahal hehehehe. Jadiiiiiiiiiii, kelak mun aku kawen kelak jangan di tanyak kenak make up aku simple and sik ber fake lashes k? Aku mok request ngan mak andam aku soh engkah mascara tebal tebal pakei nganti bulmatpal ya tek. Hehe gnei ndak ka rupa ku kelak oh? Mesti chachat! HAHAHAHAHA. Please don't get me wrong by posting this. I know I am no good and no perfect at all too. So, sama sama lah kita belajar and berubah k? And no heart feeling yaaa? :D Lovya! An Addiction, Obsession & Passion
As I ever mentioned and noted from my last post, I will be attending a mini reunion with my Tunazian's mates this Saturday. Since I've already confirmed to join them, I'm starting to count the days and marked down my diary's calendar. I still dont know how to dress up, but i've got something in my mind now. Considering, maybe i'll be wearing my green shawls that nite, I guess I need to make and create some brooches to be pinned up with my shawls. So, I immediately tried to search my art stuffs bag to check out the things that left. For the past few months, I used to sell my handmade hearts-shape brooches for my friends. But since I've been working, I have to stop and close the orders due to the time constraint. Finally, I found my bag and tried to unpack all my stuffs then lying all of them on my bed. And this is what I've got.
The felts fabrics, the colorful ribbons and the starter kit handbook, I ordered online last year. There's still a lot more felt fabrics that still not been used. See, how busy I am sampei sik ingat agik ngan benda benda tok. I do love designing, creating, decorating, inventing and apa apa yang sama erti dengannya. And I also do love to collect all colorful stuffs. But I hate drawing as much as I hate Fasha Sandha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I wanna be such like Katie. Who's Katie? Click here ya. I've been as her follower and adore her for a quite long time. Her blog was introduced to me by my friend, Naydee. All of her artworks are really inspiring and amazing. Her superb creativity made me realize that colors can activate our daily life. Thats why till now I didn't have any favourite colors. As long as the colors are bright se bright bright nya, it will make me happy. Mun colorfuls like rainbow, I'll becoming happier (: Labels: artwork, DIY, obsession IFTAR : D11 STEAMBOAT
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Salam and hello all friends. Ohh-semmmmmmmmm! One word that gorgeously equivalent with all the food that I swallowed lastnight. Having Iftar with my exUTM's buddies were really fun and amused me. We decided to have our meals at D11 Steamboat, one of the famous place to eat especially for the steamboat lovers. This was my 1st time dining there, so sifat kejakunan memang absolutely terserlah dengan begitu ketara sekali. I picked up all the things randomly and blindly to be steam and grill as well. Ohh I forget to snap the pics, because my hand were so dirty steaming and grilling all the stuffs here and there. The thing that I eat lastnight maybe were very common to you I guess. I do eat a lot lastnight. Betul, sik bulak aie. Hope my weight were increasing at least 500gram. Hahahahaha.    Thank you Dayang, for the rides. Thank you Dewi, sebab tolong booking tempat awal awal. Thank you Izzat for all the jokes. P/S : I eagerly to have another Iftar with my schoolmates this weekend. Ohhh its gonna be incredibly fantastic and lovely babyyyyyy! Labels: friendship, girlfriends, IFTAR, yummy Julin Got Sick
Salam everyone.Julin sakit. Dari ari ahad, kerja nya tidoooooooooo jak. Makan pun sik maok. Ajak bemain and berguro pun nya sekda mood.   At first, aku sik sure nya demam ka sik. Tapi rupa nya nang weak lah. Bingong nyawaku nangga nya. So, yesterday lepas balit kerja, I tried to call my Enrique Iglesias, explaining about Julin's mysterious behavior. Tapi Enrique Iglesias madah nang normal pusak macam ya. Mood swing katanya. Aigooooooooo, sik mungkin ehh. Badan Julin ada panas sikit and mala jak sneezing. Tapi sekda ingus. Yalah aku curious gilak. Argghhhhhhh. I must to do somethin. I called my friend, Kalieyda, to describe me what exactly the simptoms mun pusak demam. And finally, she suggested me to bring Julin to clinic. After sungkei, aku and Ariq quickly went to Primavet Animal Clinic at Rubber Road. And then, Bapak madah nya mok ekot juak. Nya takut Julin terlepas mun rah clinic kelak. Mati bercarik kelak. Yahhhh, sanggup nya ninggal trawehnya demi cucuk nya yaaa. :)   Luckily, kamek orang sempat sampei cya before 8pm sebab clinic ya close at 8pm. As you can see at the above pictures, clearly Julin nabes! Or maybe nya empengo apa sebenarnya dah happen ngan nya malam tadik. Hehehehehehe. A girl at the counter called me to fill up a form, since this was the 1st time we've been checking up there. OMG. Supan nyawaku nak nulis nama Julin ehh. Mesti nurse ya tetak pastok! Coba la ria aku berik nama nya Kimora ka, Kim Kardashian ka or Lady Gaga. BAruklah commercial sikit nak oh? Hmmmm hentam saja la labuuuuuuuuu. After a few minutes, the nurse screamed Julin's name LOUDLYYYYY! Ouchhhh! Thanks God, theres only one patient there before Julin's turn. Mun rami urang tek, mesti aku rasa nak napok muka ku lam baju kali hahahaha. So, Julin walked in with Bapak and Ariq. Demmit, because I had to stay outside alone. The nurse refused to let me in too because only 2 persons allowed masok dlm. Lokek kau ya Miss Nurse! Jadi, sekpat la aku snap gmba Julin jumpa doctor. Boring aku nunggu Julin bercheck, aku rawon la dlm clinic ya. Ada 2 cute persian cats there and i took their pictures.      Finally, Julin were having two types of injection lastnight. Fever and Antibiotic. And we paid RM35 for his treatment. Doctor berik ubat fever, antibiotic and vit B as well pakei soh nya gemok! Aie eh aie, sama case kitak duak,deng! Haha.   Bila terkenang balit hal malam tadik eh, sumpah nang lucu. 1st time embak Julin rawon lam kreta, nang lawak. Terit jak demam tapi sik mok dudok renah. Berkukut jak rah penjan kreta, nangga scenery. Cute ada jak rupanya ehh. Ariq apa lagik, abis d explain nya segala tempat2 nok dilimpas. Macamla binatang ya paham apa dipadahnya hahahaha. Juling Sayang, get well soon ya! All of us are missing your superb actions! :D Back To Normal
Alhamdulillah. All the things are back to normal. Back to where and what my life should be. Yesterday's morning, as I struggled myself, pretending to be fine and okay in front of my family, I received His text, greeting and saying hi and good morning to me. My gloomy heart suddenly was turning out to the greatest feeling in the world! After replied his 1st text on that morning, I gathered all my strength, asking Him whether he wanted to accompany me to send off my granpa and my aunty to airport. AMR : Petang tok free? Mok teman by gi antar Nenek ngan Usu N ke aepot? ASMG : Okay, kamek ambik ok. AMR : Okay, flight nya duak pukul 7pm. At 5 kitak turun k? ASMG : Kita sungkei sekali sama sama k by? AMR : Okay and thank you. Ohhh I feel so relieved. Positive feed back from Him. He's not angry anymore. Tapi aku pandei rasa nervous and berdebar debar mok jumpa nya kelak. At 5.30, he already in front of my house. Masuk kejap, loya loya ckit and we've made a move. I asked Nenek to sit in front, beside him while i sat at the back with Usu N. I really feel very awkward. We reached airport at 6pm. Thinking that we just got an hour before sungkey, we decided to have our meals at McD there. Perasaan takut maseh ada, but i just keeping on smiling rather than talking. Secara sik sengaja, we met up his uncles and aunties there. And he offered to send back home anyone of them since sidaknya sik cukup kereta. After sungkei, we rushed to his grandma's place. Lepak kejap cya and chow. On our way to send me home, in the car, he suddenly hold my hand and said, "Jangan berolah agik k? Please, jangan berolah agik." I tried to stared at his face and answered him, " I am so sorry. By promise sik macam ya agik." He nodded his head and smiled. Bila dah sampei depan rumah, He said, " See you tomorrow k? " YEAYYYYYYYYY! :D My day yesterday ended with wonderful things. Previous incident, i assumed as a wake-up call for me. I pledged myself not to be childish anymore and will not harm our relationship again. Lessons learnt. I really regret. But now I'm blessed. Bai! Labels: boyfriend, heart's say, love Farah Asyikin-Kembali Lagi Disisimu (HQ audio dengan lirik)
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Its raining heavily outside. And its really cold inside. The sound and the smell of the rains completely cant stop me from crying. Macam paham paham jak dengan emotion aku time tok. And yes, I cried. I cried all night long and wet my pillow. Thinking about myself, and Him too. How idiot I am towards Him. I put on my earphone and turned on my music player of my cellphone. Automatically, a sad song played. So I cried and cried some more. I guess I better get up and have my Subuh's prayer before things became worse. Break up or break off. Yeahh, this thing always surrounded my life since past few months ago. I heard so many break up stories lately. Even my bestfriend, my officemate, my ex-roomate and a few of my Uni friends, they were breaking up with their loved ones. As a friend, I just have a pair of ear to be a gorgeous listener, and i also have a pair of hand to cuddle them. Being supportive, giving 'em some advises which i also don't know where's on this earth I've got all those words to cheer them up. From that moments, I always trying to put myself in their shoes imagining how's my life could be if I ever experience the same fate and misfortune with them. I might died, I guess. The text that I received from Him, telling me about the break up things really surprised me. I'm shocked and startled. All my organs were shacking continuously. I know I've made mistakes by throwing you stupid words that night. Being so harsh and mean to you. And now you're upset and disappointed sampei sanggup cakap benda benda yang aku paling takut happens to both of us. Its not easy to maintain our 9-years of relationship actually. We've grown up together, seeing each others ups and downs. We've tried so many ways and solutions in every problems that happened to us. You've sacrificed a lots in our relationship and faced thousands challenges of having me as your girlfriend. Ohhhhhh dear, I am so sorry. Really really truly sorry. At some point, I feel that you didn't deserve me at all. You're so kind and penyabar and langsung sik layak hidup dengan kamek nok sik bagus tok. Ya Allah, he really deserves some better than me. You gave me a second chance, or maybe a last chance. Do I really deserve it? After this, did everything will be the same again and back to normal? Are you going to treat me as before? Did I still become a part of your life? Did you still be the one who will catch me everytime I fall? And most important thing is, Did you still love me??? I have so much questions to ask you. But sadly, I have no guts at all to call or text you. Maybe, both of us need some time to think over and cool down. Take how much time you want. I won't go anywhere. I can wait. If you read this ASMG, I am sorry. I regret. I won't dare to do that anymore. If you're not for me, If we are not destined together, Believe me with all your heart, its all my faults. Punish me, because I deserve it. I am hurting myself by hurting you. And I regret. Labels: boyfriend, heart's say, hell, love JULIN THE LOVE!
Hello geng. Last night Julin asked me to post somethin about him inside my blog. Antap gilak kau bulak,Azzy. Bila masa Julin tok pandei kaka ngan kau! So here is it! This cat named as Juling, tapi nama manjak nya Julin ajak. It is a male normal cat but very over-active! Paling best, bila tengok nya berekot. Macam kuda jak and sangat lajuuuuuuuuuuuu. Very funny sampei dinding dinding pun d langgar nya. Julin and his mom, Konyeng, live with us since 6 months ago. After our two cute rabbits died, my dad and my mum finally decided to adopt both of them. Aku and Ariq was so happy having them in our family and anggap nya mcm adik baru aku. Tapi bapak aku madah, Julin tok cucu nya. Aie eh aieee. Mun Julin tok cucu nya, Konyeng ya adik aku la retinya?? Oh no no no. It cannot be, it cannot be. Aku sik suka Konyeng. Nya pencuri. Suka curi ikan and manok rumah orang lain even ikan nok mak ku rendam dalam sink pun dibedal nya. Tapi nak Konyeng, there's only one thing that can make me to accept you. Hehehehehe. Just bring all your new kittens babies to our house and i will love you more! Konyeng, cnei ko napok baby baby baru kau yaa ehhh? Lokek ko tok. Sik mok geng!
Julin and Konyeng, Stay with us forever ya. Dont leave us. Goodbye geng! Labels: animals, family, JULIN, love |
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